Friday, March 03, 2006
hmm..2day was seriously in a bad bad mood... sorry to ah yen darling..poh eng and clarissa mei and terrence for listening 2 my crap..n tolerate my bad mood..yup yup..thx a million..!!
well, wat can i say? i got nth left 2 say..e onli ting i can do now is to advice him 2 study hard, put in more effort in his studies ba..2 prove 2 them tt he is willing 2 change n provide for mi in e future..yup yup..it's still my choice rite? haha..anyway there is still a long way till i wan 2 get married..i 1st need my freedom..fr myself n them..!! den i wan 2 enjoy e times i missed as a teenager..yup yup..
dun noe dis yr 18th bday they will let mi spend wif him not..haix..i wanna ask him come celebrate wif mi..den mayb i muz save money den treat them n him.. hehe..my plan nar.. den like tt i muz start 2 save le..n save a lot..!! haha.. sigh..but if they dun let mi spend wif him den... haix..i sure sad de..my 18th bday leh..haix.. but i oso dun noe we can last tt long nt..sigh..
parents: i noe i hurt u all a lot by disobeying u all..but i oso hurt..u all may tink i dun noe wat is love.. i do noe wat is love..u all dun wan 2 give up on mi even when i treat u all like tt i oso dun wan 2 give up on him juz like tt..i believe in him..i will still conc on studies ar..all i ask is 2 let mi go out wif him..haix..den u all dun need 2 worry im lyin or not ar..suan le..
baby: will i change for mi n conc veri hard on ur studies? for urself n us?
all my darlings n frdx: i miss u all..!!
i miss you...
thinking of you @ 8:45 PM